I
have come across a text by Master Wanshi, a Chinese master who lived before
master Dogen came to China. I've tried to comment and explain what this teacher
had to say about the state of realisation. Maybe you can first read the whole Wanshi's text in italics and later read my comments.
Empty and desireless,
cold and thin, simple and genuine, this is how to strike down and fold-up the
remaining habits of many lives.
Although
we might not believe in past lives, we may be
sure that our past lives are those lives of our grandfathers and grandmothers
whose habits and genes we inherited when we were born. We were taught on the
basis of generations to look for luck and happiness, wealth and love… but we
were not taught to find the simplicity of truth. So here we are facing the
habits of generations who were interested in secular pleasures and forgot to
teach their children to find the truth in the simplicity of this moment. How to
strike down, how to drop the mistakes
piled up by generations of our ancestors? When we let go of body and mind in
the instant of the simplest action where nothing is obviously full and where there is no
time for desire, we are cold and serene, just like the winter night sky, we are
thin like the moonbeams without emotions, simple and true, and no one can deny
the fact of this instant that is beyond intellectual reasoning. Even if this
may sound like death or at least complete cynicism, it is this simple fact here
and now from where caring and true love springs up. By being himself or herself quite simply and coldly in this moment, the
person has saved others and himself or herself from “the remaining habits of
many lives”.
When the stains from old
habits are exhausted, the original light appears, blazing through your skull,
not admitting any other matters.
When
we sincerely act in the present, our old habits give up and when we practice
zazen here and now without seeking anything, our old habits give up, too. Both
acting in our everyday life and sitting in zazen, which is a simple action, make
us drop the old habits in favor of our true self. When all things are dropped,
the fact in front of our eyes is clear, not dim anymore, not shaded by all
kinds of intellectual notions. That is the original light, the original form of
things and as the old person disappears, the fact is bright, so bright that it
pushes away all ideas and concepts from our brain.
Vast and spacious, like
sky and water merging during Autumn, like snow and moon having the same colour,
this field is without boundary, beyond direction, magnificently one entity
without edge or seam. Further, when you turn within and drop off everything
completely, realisation occurs. Right at the time of entirely dropping off,
deliberation and discussion are one thousand or ten thousand miles away.
This
field, this situation, this time, this space, this realm of the essential fact
has no limits, it cannot be measured, it cannot be compared to other facts, it
cannot be grasped and evaluated, it cannot be seen or heard or explained, it
has to be something real, experienced beyond subject and object. It cannot be
just yours or just mine, as the usual person disappears in this realm of no
categories. This experience, this realization is possible when we drop off all our
matters, habits, categories, knowledge, wishes or even wisdom. This dropping off all our matters which is the realization at the same time is not something we
can think about, it is done in the instant of a wholehearted action. It is also
done in the instant of sincere action of zazen. This is the realization of
thousands of buddhas every day, in every country, in every street, every house,
but only very rarely people notice the immense value of it. In Buddhism from
the beginning to the end, both beginners and masters together study, learn and
experience this simple realization through zazen, and everyday life actions.
They all learn the limits of words, although we cannot do without them to
explain their own limited value, and the unlimited value of reality that is
beyond intellectual discussions and idealistic goals.
Still no principle is
discernible, so what could there be to point to or explain? People with the
bottom of the bucket fallen out immediately find total trust. So we are told
simply to realise mutual response and explore mutual response, then turn around
and enter the world.
Yes,
there are no principles in the truth, so it cannot be explained. But it can be
explained why it cannot be explained. Furthermore, we can say to ourselves and
others: Go and sit down, just be active in the present moment. People with „the
bottom of the bucked fallen out“ are those who have dropped off their
intellectual reasoning without trying to find something external. When we are
just our original self, just here and now, beyond thought, the fact, reality is so clear
that there is no room for doubt. Do you doubt when somebody punches you in your
nose? Do you say: I am not sure whether someone has punched me or not? Although
we are not sure what caused the universe to appear or which person is wiser or
more stupid, we usually have no doubts about what we just experience here and
now. So once you drop all your concepts and ideas, what is in front of you becomes
that which is beyond speculation, and immediately you trust the simple
fact here and now. The people who do not trust what is right here and now are
still deeply lost in their intellectual space. They believe ideas but are
afraid to believe what is here and now. They tend to treat ideas as if they
were something real and when they encounter something real, they say, „it is
just a concept“. When we just sit
down and practice zazen, we don‘t have to worry whether we believe reality or
not, whether we have dropped our body and mind or not, instead just by sitting
actively we automatically drop our body and mind and naturaly trust the simple
fact of Buddhism without having to think about it or understand it. So our
Buddhist teachers tell us to „simply realise mutual response and explore mutual
response, then turn around and enter the world“. Master Wanshi probably means that we
are told to act in the field where subject and object reflect each other, and experience the state where subject and object
reflect each other, in other words we enter the balanced state of subject and
object, at the same time we should drop this dualism of subject and object and just
enter reality. Nobody really follows these steps, but these several steps
happen in one unbelievably short instant of this
simple action. And these steps happen over and over again, as long as we
act sincerely, beyond subject and object, beyond self and others.
Roam and play in
samadhi. Every detail clearly appears before you. Sound and form, echo and
shadow, happen instantly without leaving traces.
„Roam
and play in samadhi“. That sounds like we could flee into some heavenly
Buddhist realms. But in fact the best kind of samadhi we can ever experience is
the pleasure of flushing the toilet or opening the window to get some fresh
air. After all, it is not so difficult to feel balanced, to let go of our
personal problems here and now, it is the best samadhi there is and we should
appreciate it as it was celebrated by hundreds of our Buddhist ancestors and
practiced in zazen by them day after day. In this kind of samadhi, „every
detail clearly appears before you“ - the
sound of the flushing is rather poetic (as long as you like the dim magic of Jim
Jarmush’s films) and the scent of the early spring evening hits our nose
directly. „Sound and form, echo and shadow, happen instantly without leaving
traces.“ Just what is in front of us, no matter whether it seems nice or not,
loud or quiet, close or distant, is exactly present and immeditaly and completely dodging our intention to label it with names and categories. When we try to grasp it
intellectually, we only grasp a trace of it. But the traces of reality may
serve as a kind of direction. Buddha discovered that which leaves no traces. So let’s discover that which Buddha discovered. After observing the
traces of Buddha’s discovery by studying the Buddhist philosophy, we can
ourselves sit down and practice that which leaves no traces and act that which
leaves no traces.
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